kadang2, tfkr jwak... Knkku xlahir dlm klrga omputeh,org kaya,anak menteri ka..boleh fkr mcm ya...
Kenak aku xyg dpilih utk lalui hari2 yg mmg sungguh mcabar keimanan... Setan slalu menang,plh ku rasa marah ngn keadaan. Ngn org yg xhenti2 nyakit hati... Ko menang setan...
Apa jadi mun mak ku msh ada? Aih...sebak hati ku... Aku rindu mak aku.. Rindu alu2... Ingat time kecik2,gaji 1st mok beli gelang mas k mak.. Belanja mak mkn luar..beli jak apanya mok..best da mak... Dpt nolong ku ngurus time aku nikah lak...aku mok mak yg ke hulu ke hilir ngan aku ke cney2. Skt jd suri rumah spenuh masa...
Mak, bila dh besar mcm tok...ina bnr2 plukan mak...bnyk masalah yg ina xpat mok settle kedirik.. Anak2 mak smua dh besar. Rasa skt bila tggung kedirik. Sakit gilak2..
:-( rindu mak... Alfatihah..
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
~great person~
last nite, i went out with abang jul n his cousins. we had dinner at topspot. he treated all of us though it supposed to be i did all the payment. <mahal ya>. when he went to the counter, i followed him from behind. i uttered 'bang jul, mek bayar rm20 jak boleh' and he replied 'sikpa, sikpa...simpan jak sia'. then, after sending me back in front of my hostel, i gave him rm20.. he refused to take it and said 'simpan jak sia. iboh jak... k tak exam lak'. huhu... he and his cousins knew that i scared of the asrama that i'm living now. they waited for me to get in before they leaving. when i came to the tv room, i received a call from abang jul and asked me 'kitak dah sampey bilit ka'..
what i wanted to tell here is that, he introduced me as his 'adik angkat' . from nobody to somebody la katenye. that was our second meeting after 2 years of leaving Kuching. abang jul is one of the greatest person i've met. i used to ask him to edit my work in ukm. i thank him for proofreading, especially my thesis
wanna listen to his life??? jeng jeng jeng.... he is now engaged to a sabahan. finally. they met last Raya n engaged during Chinese New Year of this year. will be getting married at the end of this month.... wah.... cepatkan... That's what we call as 'jodoh'. i'm happy for him. at the age of 30, he found THE ONE. before this, he confronted lots of obstacle in order to find life partner. he even went to umrah, asking for Allah's help. you are great.... really! and u deserved to be happy ^_____________^
what i wanted to tell here is that, he introduced me as his 'adik angkat' . from nobody to somebody la katenye. that was our second meeting after 2 years of leaving Kuching. abang jul is one of the greatest person i've met. i used to ask him to edit my work in ukm. i thank him for proofreading, especially my thesis
wanna listen to his life??? jeng jeng jeng.... he is now engaged to a sabahan. finally. they met last Raya n engaged during Chinese New Year of this year. will be getting married at the end of this month.... wah.... cepatkan... That's what we call as 'jodoh'. i'm happy for him. at the age of 30, he found THE ONE. before this, he confronted lots of obstacle in order to find life partner. he even went to umrah, asking for Allah's help. you are great.... really! and u deserved to be happy ^_____________^
to him
mek sayang kitak aieeee... mek harap tak tauk ya... mek tauk mek tok mala jak suka nanyak kitak ya n tok. tapi lam hati mek, mek mok ktk cuba faham, apa yang mek mok lam hidup kita lak. bukan mok gago2 the way u manage it, tapi mun boleh, mbak la kamek bersama.... sbg contoh, mok polah masjid, mek mok ngn kitak polah nya sama2 bah.... bukan kitak nunggah mek timenya dah siap n padah 'tok ktk mpun'. apa ka? haha. memang dalam proses polah masjid ya ada jak sik kenak bah. lumrah alam. sdgkan lidah agik tergigit, apa gik laki bini. jadi, andaikata da salah fhm antara kita, mek sentiasa merik ktk ruang for explanation. dont be just quite! it hurts me more.
lam hati mek sik pernah nak nyusah sapa2. andaikata ktk rasa tersusah ka, padah jak terus terang. kadang2 kita sik sedar bah kita tok oberrrr. mun kitak sik suka mek campor tgn dalam certain hal, let me know. ktk laki bah, n mek perempuan. jadi, mesti akan wujud perkara yang sik sama. bila sik sama, memang secara automatic, perlukan perbincangan...supaya kita tok compliment each other katenye... jadi rajin2 la explain ngn mek owh....dalam apa2 yang ktk polah... kita kan jauh...mek sik nampak ktk bah... mek pun sentiasa da perasan takut...takut akan hilang orang yang disayang..huhuhu....
~mwah~
lam hati mek sik pernah nak nyusah sapa2. andaikata ktk rasa tersusah ka, padah jak terus terang. kadang2 kita sik sedar bah kita tok oberrrr. mun kitak sik suka mek campor tgn dalam certain hal, let me know. ktk laki bah, n mek perempuan. jadi, mesti akan wujud perkara yang sik sama. bila sik sama, memang secara automatic, perlukan perbincangan...supaya kita tok compliment each other katenye... jadi rajin2 la explain ngn mek owh....dalam apa2 yang ktk polah... kita kan jauh...mek sik nampak ktk bah... mek pun sentiasa da perasan takut...takut akan hilang orang yang disayang..huhuhu....
~mwah~
buat kawanku
salam...
kadang2 susah bah mek nak padah kitak gney. 6 tahun ya bena2 belom cukup untuk kamek faham kitak n untuk ktk mengenal kamek gney. mek sik tauk la apa rasa kitak bila nganok mek depan2 orang lain. apa yang terbuku di hati tak sampey kadang-kadang ya sanggup malukan kamek. <rasa mcm pelik bah, sedangkan pada kamek yang mek pakey ya pakaian biasa pun>
though mek mala jak 'rasa kachak', tapi ya bukan tanda kamek start mok bongkak. mek suka bah hias dirik mek. kitak pun tauk bah mek rasa. cuma, kissm tok sebagai percubaan bila mok g sekolah kelak. stakat tok, eyeshadow n eyeliner dapat pakey dalam masa mek bangun sampey g kelas. huhu.... da sekali ya, mek lambat bangun aieee....tp eyeliner tetap terconteng di muka... hambekkkk....
sungguhpun sik kachak gney pun k eyeliner n eyeshadow ya tek, mek rasa bangga sbb mek rasa skill ya improve... mata mek sepet bah, mun setakat satu line nipis, sik mengubah apa2, sbb nya dibah kulit... huhu.... jadi jgn ditanyak ttg eyeliner yang tebal...sbb orang sepet nang gia.... mun mata besar, lagik la senang mekap... teknik masang eyeshadow pun akan lebih dipelajari... mek kadang2 habiskan masa2 free mek tggr youtube time rah ukm... huhu..mok tauk gney nak masang eyeshadow n blusher pa bagey... tp, sbb mata kecik, ada payah mok apply certain ways.
harap kitak masih berfikiran untuk agak mek bila mek kawen lak.
kadang2 susah bah mek nak padah kitak gney. 6 tahun ya bena2 belom cukup untuk kamek faham kitak n untuk ktk mengenal kamek gney. mek sik tauk la apa rasa kitak bila nganok mek depan2 orang lain. apa yang terbuku di hati tak sampey kadang-kadang ya sanggup malukan kamek. <rasa mcm pelik bah, sedangkan pada kamek yang mek pakey ya pakaian biasa pun>
though mek mala jak 'rasa kachak', tapi ya bukan tanda kamek start mok bongkak. mek suka bah hias dirik mek. kitak pun tauk bah mek rasa. cuma, kissm tok sebagai percubaan bila mok g sekolah kelak. stakat tok, eyeshadow n eyeliner dapat pakey dalam masa mek bangun sampey g kelas. huhu.... da sekali ya, mek lambat bangun aieee....tp eyeliner tetap terconteng di muka... hambekkkk....
sungguhpun sik kachak gney pun k eyeliner n eyeshadow ya tek, mek rasa bangga sbb mek rasa skill ya improve... mata mek sepet bah, mun setakat satu line nipis, sik mengubah apa2, sbb nya dibah kulit... huhu.... jadi jgn ditanyak ttg eyeliner yang tebal...sbb orang sepet nang gia.... mun mata besar, lagik la senang mekap... teknik masang eyeshadow pun akan lebih dipelajari... mek kadang2 habiskan masa2 free mek tggr youtube time rah ukm... huhu..mok tauk gney nak masang eyeshadow n blusher pa bagey... tp, sbb mata kecik, ada payah mok apply certain ways.
harap kitak masih berfikiran untuk agak mek bila mek kawen lak.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
money..money...money...
without further explained, he asked us to fill in the form which stated that the 'donation' will be cut from our given salary, once we sign it.... apa ka....
before he entering the hall, i already decided not to give any amount of salary. not cause of stingy, but because future is uncertain..i will donate some of it one day....to the people in needs..insyaAllah.. only if i've extra. and if the situation ask for it, i'll think about it..
Money is the most sensitive issue in one's life. my boyfriend prefers not to talk about money and the way he manages it. my father also does the same thing. so sensitive til nobody dares to ask anything bout it.
gys, wanna talk about my money. what will i do with my money??? 1st, i want Lan to further his study. The same goes to Hisyam, Atah & Amoi...i will support them, may be not that much..but some... I have high expectation of amoi. i wanted her to be a doctor or a pharmacist 1 day. Hope dat all of them will work with the government....
2ndly, i want to marry to Taufiq. So, it is also my responsibility to gain more money so dat we can smile after our post-wedding. then, we both can go for honeymoon, wherever we want...
3rdly, i want all my kids to study and study and study til the highest level and be useful people in future. in a nutshell, i want to create people of future generation. gitu la katenye...
finally, go for haji. though i have no intention at the moment, i hope that Allah will open my heart to b there. Repenting all the sin committed can be done now, but... by going there, i will do it sincerely....
before he entering the hall, i already decided not to give any amount of salary. not cause of stingy, but because future is uncertain..i will donate some of it one day....to the people in needs..insyaAllah.. only if i've extra. and if the situation ask for it, i'll think about it..
Money is the most sensitive issue in one's life. my boyfriend prefers not to talk about money and the way he manages it. my father also does the same thing. so sensitive til nobody dares to ask anything bout it.
gys, wanna talk about my money. what will i do with my money??? 1st, i want Lan to further his study. The same goes to Hisyam, Atah & Amoi...i will support them, may be not that much..but some... I have high expectation of amoi. i wanted her to be a doctor or a pharmacist 1 day. Hope dat all of them will work with the government....
2ndly, i want to marry to Taufiq. So, it is also my responsibility to gain more money so dat we can smile after our post-wedding. then, we both can go for honeymoon, wherever we want...
3rdly, i want all my kids to study and study and study til the highest level and be useful people in future. in a nutshell, i want to create people of future generation. gitu la katenye...
finally, go for haji. though i have no intention at the moment, i hope that Allah will open my heart to b there. Repenting all the sin committed can be done now, but... by going there, i will do it sincerely....
her life
there were so many obstacles dat she went through.sometimes,she couldnt stand them...in her mind,she sometimes blamed The One who created her. Why did he choose her to confront such chllenges. At one point,she wanted to commit suicide....
Then, a man appeared into her life. He lightens her days and nites. he also sometimes feels annoyed and irritated with her attitudes. But, he is always there,whenever she needs him. according to her, thia man is the most patient man she has ever met.
Hopefully, 'he' and 'she' will b happily ever after.
Then, a man appeared into her life. He lightens her days and nites. he also sometimes feels annoyed and irritated with her attitudes. But, he is always there,whenever she needs him. according to her, thia man is the most patient man she has ever met.
Hopefully, 'he' and 'she' will b happily ever after.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
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