kadang2, tfkr jwak... Knkku xlahir dlm klrga omputeh,org kaya,anak menteri ka..boleh fkr mcm ya...
Kenak aku xyg dpilih utk lalui hari2 yg mmg sungguh mcabar keimanan... Setan slalu menang,plh ku rasa marah ngn keadaan. Ngn org yg xhenti2 nyakit hati... Ko menang setan...
Apa jadi mun mak ku msh ada? Aih...sebak hati ku... Aku rindu mak aku.. Rindu alu2... Ingat time kecik2,gaji 1st mok beli gelang mas k mak.. Belanja mak mkn luar..beli jak apanya mok..best da mak... Dpt nolong ku ngurus time aku nikah lak...aku mok mak yg ke hulu ke hilir ngan aku ke cney2. Skt jd suri rumah spenuh masa...
Mak, bila dh besar mcm tok...ina bnr2 plukan mak...bnyk masalah yg ina xpat mok settle kedirik.. Anak2 mak smua dh besar. Rasa skt bila tggung kedirik. Sakit gilak2..
:-( rindu mak... Alfatihah..
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
~great person~
last nite, i went out with abang jul n his cousins. we had dinner at topspot. he treated all of us though it supposed to be i did all the payment. <mahal ya>. when he went to the counter, i followed him from behind. i uttered 'bang jul, mek bayar rm20 jak boleh' and he replied 'sikpa, sikpa...simpan jak sia'. then, after sending me back in front of my hostel, i gave him rm20.. he refused to take it and said 'simpan jak sia. iboh jak... k tak exam lak'. huhu... he and his cousins knew that i scared of the asrama that i'm living now. they waited for me to get in before they leaving. when i came to the tv room, i received a call from abang jul and asked me 'kitak dah sampey bilit ka'..
what i wanted to tell here is that, he introduced me as his 'adik angkat' . from nobody to somebody la katenye. that was our second meeting after 2 years of leaving Kuching. abang jul is one of the greatest person i've met. i used to ask him to edit my work in ukm. i thank him for proofreading, especially my thesis
wanna listen to his life??? jeng jeng jeng.... he is now engaged to a sabahan. finally. they met last Raya n engaged during Chinese New Year of this year. will be getting married at the end of this month.... wah.... cepatkan... That's what we call as 'jodoh'. i'm happy for him. at the age of 30, he found THE ONE. before this, he confronted lots of obstacle in order to find life partner. he even went to umrah, asking for Allah's help. you are great.... really! and u deserved to be happy ^_____________^
what i wanted to tell here is that, he introduced me as his 'adik angkat' . from nobody to somebody la katenye. that was our second meeting after 2 years of leaving Kuching. abang jul is one of the greatest person i've met. i used to ask him to edit my work in ukm. i thank him for proofreading, especially my thesis
wanna listen to his life??? jeng jeng jeng.... he is now engaged to a sabahan. finally. they met last Raya n engaged during Chinese New Year of this year. will be getting married at the end of this month.... wah.... cepatkan... That's what we call as 'jodoh'. i'm happy for him. at the age of 30, he found THE ONE. before this, he confronted lots of obstacle in order to find life partner. he even went to umrah, asking for Allah's help. you are great.... really! and u deserved to be happy ^_____________^
to him
mek sayang kitak aieeee... mek harap tak tauk ya... mek tauk mek tok mala jak suka nanyak kitak ya n tok. tapi lam hati mek, mek mok ktk cuba faham, apa yang mek mok lam hidup kita lak. bukan mok gago2 the way u manage it, tapi mun boleh, mbak la kamek bersama.... sbg contoh, mok polah masjid, mek mok ngn kitak polah nya sama2 bah.... bukan kitak nunggah mek timenya dah siap n padah 'tok ktk mpun'. apa ka? haha. memang dalam proses polah masjid ya ada jak sik kenak bah. lumrah alam. sdgkan lidah agik tergigit, apa gik laki bini. jadi, andaikata da salah fhm antara kita, mek sentiasa merik ktk ruang for explanation. dont be just quite! it hurts me more.
lam hati mek sik pernah nak nyusah sapa2. andaikata ktk rasa tersusah ka, padah jak terus terang. kadang2 kita sik sedar bah kita tok oberrrr. mun kitak sik suka mek campor tgn dalam certain hal, let me know. ktk laki bah, n mek perempuan. jadi, mesti akan wujud perkara yang sik sama. bila sik sama, memang secara automatic, perlukan perbincangan...supaya kita tok compliment each other katenye... jadi rajin2 la explain ngn mek owh....dalam apa2 yang ktk polah... kita kan jauh...mek sik nampak ktk bah... mek pun sentiasa da perasan takut...takut akan hilang orang yang disayang..huhuhu....
~mwah~
lam hati mek sik pernah nak nyusah sapa2. andaikata ktk rasa tersusah ka, padah jak terus terang. kadang2 kita sik sedar bah kita tok oberrrr. mun kitak sik suka mek campor tgn dalam certain hal, let me know. ktk laki bah, n mek perempuan. jadi, mesti akan wujud perkara yang sik sama. bila sik sama, memang secara automatic, perlukan perbincangan...supaya kita tok compliment each other katenye... jadi rajin2 la explain ngn mek owh....dalam apa2 yang ktk polah... kita kan jauh...mek sik nampak ktk bah... mek pun sentiasa da perasan takut...takut akan hilang orang yang disayang..huhuhu....
~mwah~
buat kawanku
salam...
kadang2 susah bah mek nak padah kitak gney. 6 tahun ya bena2 belom cukup untuk kamek faham kitak n untuk ktk mengenal kamek gney. mek sik tauk la apa rasa kitak bila nganok mek depan2 orang lain. apa yang terbuku di hati tak sampey kadang-kadang ya sanggup malukan kamek. <rasa mcm pelik bah, sedangkan pada kamek yang mek pakey ya pakaian biasa pun>
though mek mala jak 'rasa kachak', tapi ya bukan tanda kamek start mok bongkak. mek suka bah hias dirik mek. kitak pun tauk bah mek rasa. cuma, kissm tok sebagai percubaan bila mok g sekolah kelak. stakat tok, eyeshadow n eyeliner dapat pakey dalam masa mek bangun sampey g kelas. huhu.... da sekali ya, mek lambat bangun aieee....tp eyeliner tetap terconteng di muka... hambekkkk....
sungguhpun sik kachak gney pun k eyeliner n eyeshadow ya tek, mek rasa bangga sbb mek rasa skill ya improve... mata mek sepet bah, mun setakat satu line nipis, sik mengubah apa2, sbb nya dibah kulit... huhu.... jadi jgn ditanyak ttg eyeliner yang tebal...sbb orang sepet nang gia.... mun mata besar, lagik la senang mekap... teknik masang eyeshadow pun akan lebih dipelajari... mek kadang2 habiskan masa2 free mek tggr youtube time rah ukm... huhu..mok tauk gney nak masang eyeshadow n blusher pa bagey... tp, sbb mata kecik, ada payah mok apply certain ways.
harap kitak masih berfikiran untuk agak mek bila mek kawen lak.
kadang2 susah bah mek nak padah kitak gney. 6 tahun ya bena2 belom cukup untuk kamek faham kitak n untuk ktk mengenal kamek gney. mek sik tauk la apa rasa kitak bila nganok mek depan2 orang lain. apa yang terbuku di hati tak sampey kadang-kadang ya sanggup malukan kamek. <rasa mcm pelik bah, sedangkan pada kamek yang mek pakey ya pakaian biasa pun>
though mek mala jak 'rasa kachak', tapi ya bukan tanda kamek start mok bongkak. mek suka bah hias dirik mek. kitak pun tauk bah mek rasa. cuma, kissm tok sebagai percubaan bila mok g sekolah kelak. stakat tok, eyeshadow n eyeliner dapat pakey dalam masa mek bangun sampey g kelas. huhu.... da sekali ya, mek lambat bangun aieee....tp eyeliner tetap terconteng di muka... hambekkkk....
sungguhpun sik kachak gney pun k eyeliner n eyeshadow ya tek, mek rasa bangga sbb mek rasa skill ya improve... mata mek sepet bah, mun setakat satu line nipis, sik mengubah apa2, sbb nya dibah kulit... huhu.... jadi jgn ditanyak ttg eyeliner yang tebal...sbb orang sepet nang gia.... mun mata besar, lagik la senang mekap... teknik masang eyeshadow pun akan lebih dipelajari... mek kadang2 habiskan masa2 free mek tggr youtube time rah ukm... huhu..mok tauk gney nak masang eyeshadow n blusher pa bagey... tp, sbb mata kecik, ada payah mok apply certain ways.
harap kitak masih berfikiran untuk agak mek bila mek kawen lak.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
money..money...money...
without further explained, he asked us to fill in the form which stated that the 'donation' will be cut from our given salary, once we sign it.... apa ka....
before he entering the hall, i already decided not to give any amount of salary. not cause of stingy, but because future is uncertain..i will donate some of it one day....to the people in needs..insyaAllah.. only if i've extra. and if the situation ask for it, i'll think about it..
Money is the most sensitive issue in one's life. my boyfriend prefers not to talk about money and the way he manages it. my father also does the same thing. so sensitive til nobody dares to ask anything bout it.
gys, wanna talk about my money. what will i do with my money??? 1st, i want Lan to further his study. The same goes to Hisyam, Atah & Amoi...i will support them, may be not that much..but some... I have high expectation of amoi. i wanted her to be a doctor or a pharmacist 1 day. Hope dat all of them will work with the government....
2ndly, i want to marry to Taufiq. So, it is also my responsibility to gain more money so dat we can smile after our post-wedding. then, we both can go for honeymoon, wherever we want...
3rdly, i want all my kids to study and study and study til the highest level and be useful people in future. in a nutshell, i want to create people of future generation. gitu la katenye...
finally, go for haji. though i have no intention at the moment, i hope that Allah will open my heart to b there. Repenting all the sin committed can be done now, but... by going there, i will do it sincerely....
before he entering the hall, i already decided not to give any amount of salary. not cause of stingy, but because future is uncertain..i will donate some of it one day....to the people in needs..insyaAllah.. only if i've extra. and if the situation ask for it, i'll think about it..
Money is the most sensitive issue in one's life. my boyfriend prefers not to talk about money and the way he manages it. my father also does the same thing. so sensitive til nobody dares to ask anything bout it.
gys, wanna talk about my money. what will i do with my money??? 1st, i want Lan to further his study. The same goes to Hisyam, Atah & Amoi...i will support them, may be not that much..but some... I have high expectation of amoi. i wanted her to be a doctor or a pharmacist 1 day. Hope dat all of them will work with the government....
2ndly, i want to marry to Taufiq. So, it is also my responsibility to gain more money so dat we can smile after our post-wedding. then, we both can go for honeymoon, wherever we want...
3rdly, i want all my kids to study and study and study til the highest level and be useful people in future. in a nutshell, i want to create people of future generation. gitu la katenye...
finally, go for haji. though i have no intention at the moment, i hope that Allah will open my heart to b there. Repenting all the sin committed can be done now, but... by going there, i will do it sincerely....
her life
there were so many obstacles dat she went through.sometimes,she couldnt stand them...in her mind,she sometimes blamed The One who created her. Why did he choose her to confront such chllenges. At one point,she wanted to commit suicide....
Then, a man appeared into her life. He lightens her days and nites. he also sometimes feels annoyed and irritated with her attitudes. But, he is always there,whenever she needs him. according to her, thia man is the most patient man she has ever met.
Hopefully, 'he' and 'she' will b happily ever after.
Then, a man appeared into her life. He lightens her days and nites. he also sometimes feels annoyed and irritated with her attitudes. But, he is always there,whenever she needs him. according to her, thia man is the most patient man she has ever met.
Hopefully, 'he' and 'she' will b happily ever after.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
tentang kursus
nebes la pulek, gney sbnrnya kursus yang bakal ditempuhi~ kiah padah ada indah exam n assignment... huhu
Friday, May 28, 2010
hari yang malang
salam to all,
ada sigek hari tok, plan nang nak ke rumah makcik. time kuar simpang ya, kenak hon la.... bukan sbb ngenjen, tp sbb kuar simpang sik tggr keta... nasib keta ya sempat elak. menandakan daknya pro la mbak keta katenye....
pegi la kedey lok... EVERWIN bah, lamak sik cuci mata nanggar baju kacak2... haus mata... bila kat sia, huiiiiiisssssssssss.... rambang mata, kelip2 mcm binatang kelip2...
bila nak balit, time tekan gear 2, tetiba jak lepar gugok, lepar bata saiz 6 ya..... gugok sikpa, dpt la ambik tek nak, tp...yang malangnya, gugok tgh jalan...wat emo jak... keta belakang bersusun2... apa gik, i turn to the right la, pusing2 dlm keadaan berkaki ayam sblh kiri.... huhu..wat malu keturunan jak...mok tunggu jalan clear satu hal jwak la...
dah dapat selipar tek, jadi nebes la mok mbak laju, takut jak.... sik sangka la, on the way ke rumah makcik tke, tiba2 kenak hon gik. sekali gik, bukan sbb nak ngenja, sbb kesalahan terlalu slow tek nak, keta masok simpang ke kiri pun payah. sbb moto pn lane sblh kiri... huhu....
semua tok terjadi sbb lense i la... hancus suda... :(( alu emo the whole day
ada sigek hari tok, plan nang nak ke rumah makcik. time kuar simpang ya, kenak hon la.... bukan sbb ngenjen, tp sbb kuar simpang sik tggr keta... nasib keta ya sempat elak. menandakan daknya pro la mbak keta katenye....
pegi la kedey lok... EVERWIN bah, lamak sik cuci mata nanggar baju kacak2... haus mata... bila kat sia, huiiiiiisssssssssss.... rambang mata, kelip2 mcm binatang kelip2...
bila nak balit, time tekan gear 2, tetiba jak lepar gugok, lepar bata saiz 6 ya..... gugok sikpa, dpt la ambik tek nak, tp...yang malangnya, gugok tgh jalan...wat emo jak... keta belakang bersusun2... apa gik, i turn to the right la, pusing2 dlm keadaan berkaki ayam sblh kiri.... huhu..wat malu keturunan jak...mok tunggu jalan clear satu hal jwak la...
dah dapat selipar tek, jadi nebes la mok mbak laju, takut jak.... sik sangka la, on the way ke rumah makcik tke, tiba2 kenak hon gik. sekali gik, bukan sbb nak ngenja, sbb kesalahan terlalu slow tek nak, keta masok simpang ke kiri pun payah. sbb moto pn lane sblh kiri... huhu....
semua tok terjadi sbb lense i la... hancus suda... :(( alu emo the whole day
Thursday, May 27, 2010
woman is a piece of pizza
salam to uolz...
i have a fren, who regards a woman as a piece of pizza... he said, if we only eat the same pizza, the same flavour, the same size everyday, we will get bored...true or not... cannot be determined.... as we r not eating the same thing over and over again...
then, he told me, when he gets bored, he will try to 'eat' another pizza... to avoid the feelings of 'lejuk' (kononnya). if u r nerd, u will try to think the surface meaning of what he is saying.... but, the truth is....
he is MAKANing anak orang kot....what he regards as 'eating another pizza'. to all women around the world, be careful, be cautious, this type of men are so dangerous...
luv y'all
i have a fren, who regards a woman as a piece of pizza... he said, if we only eat the same pizza, the same flavour, the same size everyday, we will get bored...true or not... cannot be determined.... as we r not eating the same thing over and over again...
then, he told me, when he gets bored, he will try to 'eat' another pizza... to avoid the feelings of 'lejuk' (kononnya). if u r nerd, u will try to think the surface meaning of what he is saying.... but, the truth is....
he is MAKANing anak orang kot....what he regards as 'eating another pizza'. to all women around the world, be careful, be cautious, this type of men are so dangerous...
luv y'all
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Buah Ati datang Bintulu... huhu
As what the title said... He came to Bintulu. (while writing this, Taufiq is sleeping... waiting for his flite at 6.50p.m).
The happiness cannot be described with words.. erm... to be exact, no words can describe the happiness of one feels... :) let me show you the pictures of us... what makes me happy til now.....
Makan ngn family i si taufiq ni
Amoi n my father
He & I
In his room--hoho
Bieboo, i love you... :)
The happiness cannot be described with words.. erm... to be exact, no words can describe the happiness of one feels... :) let me show you the pictures of us... what makes me happy til now.....
Bieboo, i love you... :)
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Rasa Lain~
Memang mek rindu rumah, rindu adik beradik, rindu bapak...rindu dak kazen2 semua... tapi hidup mek dah byk berubah...
Zaman remaja mek byk ngn kawan2...kwar ngn kawan2... online lam bilit....bila sedar, masa ya dah berlalu...rasa lain...rasa pelik...rasa aneh...sik tauk nak polah apa...
Cepat masa berlalu....tp,mun masa sik bergerak, menggelegak otak mek mala tensen tegal exam... haha...dah habis camtok, mek rindu tak orang eh :((
Monday, May 3, 2010
Suka & Sik Suka
Tauk sik payah jadi orang bait... akan ada mata yang sik puas ati n sakit bila kita bait ngn org... akan ada perangey yang ditunjuk n buat kita sakit ati. akan ada kata2 khianat yang bisa menusuk kalbu dipadah belakang kita dan disebar2 utk burukkan kita. Tapi, bila depan kita, buat dono jak, lakonan pun kalah si Tiz Zakyah, Fasha Sandha n segala... ada hati nak rebut award org tok... hoho
dah nama manusia tek nak. hatinya sik kan sentiasa bait. tp heran utk makhluk Allah sorang tok. setakat tok, amat susah tggrnya untuk sentiasa bait. most of the time, perangey nok jaik2 jak ditunjuk. depan mek kedirik, org kelilingnya diumpat bah. orang apa mcm ya?????? sik logik mun kamek sik diumpat...kan kan kan
rasanya sik salah kita berbait2 ngn my future mother & father in-law. first impression ya penting bah. to this particular person, if ur mom is not around, u will feel what i'm feeling all this while. sgt sgt sgt rindu ngn mak..... es[ecially bila sentuh part part kawen tok.... mak la paling happy bila terimak menantu..... bapak just bingung2 hal kawenkan anak jak.... Orang tua yang bait hati like my future mummy n daddy in-law, should be treated nicely.... should be respected... Memang daknya garang, but their words are doa. What they talk are based on their experience. Daknya lbh byk makan garam k. Though they treat me nicely, doesnt mean they love me more... jgn la fikir bukan2.... semua manusiaa layanannya sama jak bah. yang bezakan manusia dgn manusia di sisi Allah ialah TAQWA...
please.... i did nothing wrong. jgnlah perbesarkan hal yang kecik dan remeh. kita dah sama2 besar. umo kita pun beza 5 tahun. as the elder one, patut ktk yang matured gik. jgn dicarik kesalahan org lain. jgn diperbesar kesalahan org lain. byk gik salah kita yang kita kedirik kadang2 sik tauk bah. sebelom padah apa2, cermin muka ya lok.
mek pun perlu byk gik berubah ke arah kebaitan.... mek tauk mek sik bait ney pun. sedar bah sapa dirik tok. kadang2 pun buat dosa jwak.....tp usaha yang penting...jgn selama2nya masih di stage yg sama... kita mesti improve....
p/s wat kawan2 yg pernah kecik ati ngn sikap mek, sorry byk2... ada yang mek sedar, tp sik tauk gney mok berdepan ngn tak org. ada kadang2 mek sik sedar, n sik siapa berani padah terang2. harap segala kesalahan dan dosa mek pada ktk org diampunkan. buat the person mentioned, sorry byk2 mun buat ktk terkecik ati... mek tauk mek lom da ikatan yang sah pon ngn taufiq. tp, at least treat me like a somebody...not SOMETHING...
dah nama manusia tek nak. hatinya sik kan sentiasa bait. tp heran utk makhluk Allah sorang tok. setakat tok, amat susah tggrnya untuk sentiasa bait. most of the time, perangey nok jaik2 jak ditunjuk. depan mek kedirik, org kelilingnya diumpat bah. orang apa mcm ya?????? sik logik mun kamek sik diumpat...kan kan kan
rasanya sik salah kita berbait2 ngn my future mother & father in-law. first impression ya penting bah. to this particular person, if ur mom is not around, u will feel what i'm feeling all this while. sgt sgt sgt rindu ngn mak..... es[ecially bila sentuh part part kawen tok.... mak la paling happy bila terimak menantu..... bapak just bingung2 hal kawenkan anak jak.... Orang tua yang bait hati like my future mummy n daddy in-law, should be treated nicely.... should be respected... Memang daknya garang, but their words are doa. What they talk are based on their experience. Daknya lbh byk makan garam k. Though they treat me nicely, doesnt mean they love me more... jgn la fikir bukan2.... semua manusiaa layanannya sama jak bah. yang bezakan manusia dgn manusia di sisi Allah ialah TAQWA...
please.... i did nothing wrong. jgnlah perbesarkan hal yang kecik dan remeh. kita dah sama2 besar. umo kita pun beza 5 tahun. as the elder one, patut ktk yang matured gik. jgn dicarik kesalahan org lain. jgn diperbesar kesalahan org lain. byk gik salah kita yang kita kedirik kadang2 sik tauk bah. sebelom padah apa2, cermin muka ya lok.
mek pun perlu byk gik berubah ke arah kebaitan.... mek tauk mek sik bait ney pun. sedar bah sapa dirik tok. kadang2 pun buat dosa jwak.....tp usaha yang penting...jgn selama2nya masih di stage yg sama... kita mesti improve....
p/s wat kawan2 yg pernah kecik ati ngn sikap mek, sorry byk2... ada yang mek sedar, tp sik tauk gney mok berdepan ngn tak org. ada kadang2 mek sik sedar, n sik siapa berani padah terang2. harap segala kesalahan dan dosa mek pada ktk org diampunkan. buat the person mentioned, sorry byk2 mun buat ktk terkecik ati... mek tauk mek lom da ikatan yang sah pon ngn taufiq. tp, at least treat me like a somebody...not SOMETHING...
:(( hati yang sedikit terkilan tapi akan cuba menghadapi dgn tabah,
momorina
Friday, April 30, 2010
Fergi Fenang Vuat Fertama Kali
Alhamdulliah...
Setakat tok, semua berjalan ngn lancar. Apa yang patut dipolah hari tok semua dilaksanakan dengan sempurna.
Alhamdulillah...
Bukan berkesempatan gi taiping jak, my parents in-law ajak pegi Penang sekali....Shhhyyyooooooo. Ko hada? Sik hada nak... hehehe....sikda pegi enjoy2 pon. semua sbb da hal.
Lak la sembang gik. line sik vagus laaa
Setakat tok, semua berjalan ngn lancar. Apa yang patut dipolah hari tok semua dilaksanakan dengan sempurna.
Alhamdulillah...
Bukan berkesempatan gi taiping jak, my parents in-law ajak pegi Penang sekali....Shhhyyyooooooo. Ko hada? Sik hada nak... hehehe....sikda pegi enjoy2 pon. semua sbb da hal.
Lak la sembang gik. line sik vagus laaa
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Safa
Safa,
Kelak, bait2 k pegi Taiping. tolong gaya keja di dapo. Jgn mintak puji. Jaga penampilan depan org tuanya. Jgn pakey yang menjolok mata. Jgn ngegeh2 nak bergaya di kampong.... Lense ya, tang simpan jak lam poket k. Iboh mok bermatakucingsiam di kampongnya.
Safa,
Andaikata cdak mbak meli cincin lak, jgn milih gilak k. Hati ya, mesti sedia terimak apa akan berlaku. Sedia untuk masok stage seterusnya lam idup. Mun dah tersarong cincin ya kelak, jaga hati dirik. Jgn kenja2 ngn laki lain. Jgn main2 mata.
Safa,
Cuba pupuk tok lam dirik. Kawen bukan penghalang kita untuk rapat ngn family kita. Cuma kita dah da satu tanggungjawab lain jak--> sebagai bini orang. mun dah da anak, jadi mak. But stil u can have 2 families at the smae time. bapak kitak ya dah ready untuk bermenantukan mbiak malaya.
Safa,
Jgn bengong k. good Luck Fa.
Kelak, bait2 k pegi Taiping. tolong gaya keja di dapo. Jgn mintak puji. Jaga penampilan depan org tuanya. Jgn pakey yang menjolok mata. Jgn ngegeh2 nak bergaya di kampong.... Lense ya, tang simpan jak lam poket k. Iboh mok bermatakucingsiam di kampongnya.
Safa,
Andaikata cdak mbak meli cincin lak, jgn milih gilak k. Hati ya, mesti sedia terimak apa akan berlaku. Sedia untuk masok stage seterusnya lam idup. Mun dah tersarong cincin ya kelak, jaga hati dirik. Jgn kenja2 ngn laki lain. Jgn main2 mata.
Safa,
Cuba pupuk tok lam dirik. Kawen bukan penghalang kita untuk rapat ngn family kita. Cuma kita dah da satu tanggungjawab lain jak--> sebagai bini orang. mun dah da anak, jadi mak. But stil u can have 2 families at the smae time. bapak kitak ya dah ready untuk bermenantukan mbiak malaya.
Safa,
Jgn bengong k. good Luck Fa.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
" Hadiah birthday untuk Kasih Suci"
Tak lame lagi, satu makhluk Allah akan melangkah ke tahun berikutnya dalam hidupnya. Wat Kasih Suci, Happy Birthday in advance Girl.
Hadiah yang saye best sangat2 untuk dijadikan hadiah buat Birthday Girl ialah 'Tengok Wayang' 'HOOPERZ'.
Kenape hadiah ni saye rase paling best???
(2) Wayang juga merupakan cara yang terbaik untuk release kan tension. Mungkin Kasih Suci datang dalam keadaan otak serabut ketika menonton wayang ni. Tapi, saya jamin dan yakin, setelah menonton wayang ni, Kasih Suci pasti akan rasa rileks je.
(3) Setiap watak yang dipegang berjaya memberi mesej kepada setiap penonton yang benar2 menghayatinya. Dalam dunia realiti jugak, ade ramai pelakon dimana kita harus berhati2. Walaupun kawan sendiri, tapi akan ada yang mempunyai hati untuk tikam kite dari belakang. so Awas....
So, ni la yang harus Kasih Suci patut ada on her birthday!!!
Hadiah yang saye best sangat2 untuk dijadikan hadiah buat Birthday Girl ialah 'Tengok Wayang' 'HOOPERZ'.
Kenape hadiah ni saye rase paling best???
(1) Cerita ini kaya dengan pengajaran yang amat berguna. Dapat diaplikasikan dalam kehidupan seharian katenye..... So, di usia yang baru, pengalaman melalui penghayatan amat membantu dalam proses mematangkan diri. Bak kata pepatah melayu, yang baik di ambil jadi pengajaran, yang tak baik jadikan sempadan.
(2) Wayang juga merupakan cara yang terbaik untuk release kan tension. Mungkin Kasih Suci datang dalam keadaan otak serabut ketika menonton wayang ni. Tapi, saya jamin dan yakin, setelah menonton wayang ni, Kasih Suci pasti akan rasa rileks je.
(3) Setiap watak yang dipegang berjaya memberi mesej kepada setiap penonton yang benar2 menghayatinya. Dalam dunia realiti jugak, ade ramai pelakon dimana kita harus berhati2. Walaupun kawan sendiri, tapi akan ada yang mempunyai hati untuk tikam kite dari belakang. so Awas....
So, ni la yang harus Kasih Suci patut ada on her birthday!!!
Ticket wayang Hooperz :)
My Eldest Brother
He is a handsome guy. Undeniably. He was born normally on 9 July 1985. He loved jump up and down and climbed up trees during his childhood. We even played 'guli' and helped mother selling snacks and ice creams in front of our former house. We liked to fight over small things. He loved to be the black ranger in Power Rangers. He wanted me to be the yellow one though i insisted i loved the pink.
When he was 5, he suffered from high fever. After he was fully recovered... he is not the same person anymore. He was always fainted. He refused to play with other people. When the doctors said there was nothing wrong with my bro, my father and my bro tried the kampong ways. They even went to Miri to seek for traditional way of healing his strange behaviour. One of the medicine men said that there is 'something' look after him... Gosh...
At one point, my father gave up. Nothing change in him.
My bro prefer to do things alone. Now, cats are his loyal companions. He eats with his cats around him. His room, MasyaAllah, is so smelly. Hate the smell. I have tried to chase them away. When he finds out, i will be thrown with something. And he always says 'Jgn kaco pusak aku. Aku sayangnya. Aku sikmoknya mati kat luar nun (dont disturb my cats. I love them. I dont want them to die outside there)'. Oh..my bro... What can i tell you... I want yo to change... that's all..
The boy in white T-shirt and short pant is my bro, Aby Bakar. Let's pray together, hopefully he will be a normal person of his age. Amin
When he was 5, he suffered from high fever. After he was fully recovered... he is not the same person anymore. He was always fainted. He refused to play with other people. When the doctors said there was nothing wrong with my bro, my father and my bro tried the kampong ways. They even went to Miri to seek for traditional way of healing his strange behaviour. One of the medicine men said that there is 'something' look after him... Gosh...
At one point, my father gave up. Nothing change in him.
My bro prefer to do things alone. Now, cats are his loyal companions. He eats with his cats around him. His room, MasyaAllah, is so smelly. Hate the smell. I have tried to chase them away. When he finds out, i will be thrown with something. And he always says 'Jgn kaco pusak aku. Aku sayangnya. Aku sikmoknya mati kat luar nun (dont disturb my cats. I love them. I dont want them to die outside there)'. Oh..my bro... What can i tell you... I want yo to change... that's all..
The boy in white T-shirt and short pant is my bro, Aby Bakar. Let's pray together, hopefully he will be a normal person of his age. Amin
Mi ViDa
This is my blog... Mi Vida (Spanish) means 'my life'. So, all the entries will tell you how do i live my life as a daughter, a sister, a friend and etc. Sometimes writing help me to ease the burden that I'm facing through... As the quotation include on the top of the web-page , 'One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.'. It becomes so hard if it deals with friendship... So hard until i want to cry...
p/s: Kiah did the blog for me!!! TQ girl.
p/s: Kiah did the blog for me!!! TQ girl.
When some people think differently...
Everyone has friends they admire with. Some of one's friends might be able to transform an ugly-stupid-immature person into a beautiful, brilliant and able-to-think-logically one. If they are so many friends that have given positive impacts in one's life, there must be someone who is outstanding than the rest and has the most significant in someone's life.
I love all my friends...seriously.... with all my heart. Friends have taught me a lot 'bout life that I'm facing at the moment. Though they tought me the 'knowledge' few years back, months ago, days before... but still, the 'knowledge' can be applied in every single inch of my life... Thanx a lot to those who always give me supports and comforting words whenever i need them... Thanx for always wishing me luck in whatever i do... thanks for encouraging me... complementing me... and congratulating words given... Supports from beloved people will encourage me to move on.. and on.. and on.... and now, what happen to me?
Some of my friends think differently or in other words, judge me from the cover... Some of them even interpret my words in other way around... They have never tried to let me explain... They have never told me directly when they are uncomfortable with my attitudes/my annoying words... What they did? They talked to other people and created stories 'bout me which might make me crying like a baby, if i listen the words uttered directly to my perfect ears--given by God. What happen to me?
If no one advise me not to do this and that, the same attitude will repeat itself... When nobody has intention to change me, i will be the identical person...which one described me as 'innocent' a long time ago... Thanx to those who have the courage to do so...i really appreciate the effort...
You...
You are a friend of mine... You know who i am... my background... my other friends who surround me. But, most of the time, you think of me negatively... You have never thought why do i give feedback/ response to you in that way... No need to feel mad..no need to feel sad and no need to feel infuriated... if my attitude do not match with the characteristics of your dream friends that you have listed. To be a friend of someone means our readiness to accept him/her as a human being, admit his/her strengths and weaknesses willingly...
You...
If you see strength in others, don't be jealous my dear friend... because there is also STRENGTH in you that you have never realized. If you see weaknesses in others...be in the front line to utter nice words which can melt the people and change them. You also have WEAKNESSES, just that they might differ from them... Hopefully, by doing so, they will do the same thing, and you improve.
You...
If you know a person very well... the names of one's siblings... one's family background and so on... the friends that one mingle with... one's life and love stories....what do we call that? things to ponder ;p
I love all my friends...seriously.... with all my heart. Friends have taught me a lot 'bout life that I'm facing at the moment. Though they tought me the 'knowledge' few years back, months ago, days before... but still, the 'knowledge' can be applied in every single inch of my life... Thanx a lot to those who always give me supports and comforting words whenever i need them... Thanx for always wishing me luck in whatever i do... thanks for encouraging me... complementing me... and congratulating words given... Supports from beloved people will encourage me to move on.. and on.. and on.... and now, what happen to me?
Some of my friends think differently or in other words, judge me from the cover... Some of them even interpret my words in other way around... They have never tried to let me explain... They have never told me directly when they are uncomfortable with my attitudes/my annoying words... What they did? They talked to other people and created stories 'bout me which might make me crying like a baby, if i listen the words uttered directly to my perfect ears--given by God. What happen to me?
If no one advise me not to do this and that, the same attitude will repeat itself... When nobody has intention to change me, i will be the identical person...which one described me as 'innocent' a long time ago... Thanx to those who have the courage to do so...i really appreciate the effort...
You...
You are a friend of mine... You know who i am... my background... my other friends who surround me. But, most of the time, you think of me negatively... You have never thought why do i give feedback/ response to you in that way... No need to feel mad..no need to feel sad and no need to feel infuriated... if my attitude do not match with the characteristics of your dream friends that you have listed. To be a friend of someone means our readiness to accept him/her as a human being, admit his/her strengths and weaknesses willingly...
You...
If you see strength in others, don't be jealous my dear friend... because there is also STRENGTH in you that you have never realized. If you see weaknesses in others...be in the front line to utter nice words which can melt the people and change them. You also have WEAKNESSES, just that they might differ from them... Hopefully, by doing so, they will do the same thing, and you improve.
You...
If you know a person very well... the names of one's siblings... one's family background and so on... the friends that one mingle with... one's life and love stories....what do we call that? things to ponder ;p
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
My Dream Destination
I love traveling. Really enjoy it actually. As a student, the limitation of fund/money causes me to be aware of the way i spend my money. Should not be spendthrift, or else... i will suffer for the rest of my life. Money... money.... money.... The word restricts everything that i love to do.
However, there is a destination where everybody can pay a visit.. It is affordable. It is beautiful place. It is far from town, the place where i can stop hearing the noise of vehicles... free myself from several pollutions on earth... the place which is worth to spend my time, my energy and my money. This dream place of mine will tie tightly the relationship among family members and friends... Those who come to this place sadly, will go back home happily.- guaranteed-
Why I choose this place as my dream destination:
My dream destination has three theme parks which are Outdoor Theme Park, First World Indoor Theme Park and Water Park. There are over 20 signature attractions which include:
Flying Coaster
Sky Venture
The mushroom ride (the Spinner)
Snow World
Overall, there are too many attractions which can entertain everyone and serve everybody's needs, for all ages... Since i'm a lemah-semangat-sangat2 type of person, this place is the best one to fight my bad feelings and be strong as a flag on the top of a mountain... The place is generally can be imagined like this,
So, what is my dream destination???? It is "GENTING HIGHLAND"
View from the top (1)
View from the top (2)
I wished I could visit this place when i come to Semenanjung again with my family. Spending time with family in Genting Highland will be my target for this year, 2010. For Sarawakian, i assure you, this is the best place where you can enjoy your life to its fullest. You may take the bus from K.L Central, Kajang or Gombak for RM42 (to and fro- the price include cable cars).
~There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.~
Episodes 4-7 of Project Alpha Season 2
P/S: Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAStraveller.com
Monday, April 26, 2010
~Kawan~
To my kawan,
TQ for being such a good friend, kawan. You are among the greatest people that i've ever met in the world. You help me a lot when i'm in trouble... You motivate me and give me your superduper words when i'm down and disappointed... You cheer me up when i'm going to burst into tears... You have never berkira... You have a good heart... And you are my BEST FRIEND...
TQ for being such a good friend of mine kawan... Sad to hear that we are finally graduated (not officially yet, but gonna be). 6 years of studying TESL thought me a lot the value of friendship... You are the most significant 'device' that 'God' has used to change me to the person i'm now... I'm glad to have a friend like u, kawan... Ur good deeds cannot be replaced... Hope that u r one of 'girls' di bawah lindungan kaabah... which is written in kitab... TQ so much for always helping me and be there every time i need u..
TQ for being such a good friend, my former Spanish course mate... Though i am a friendly person, you dont have to worry... though i talk to strangers, it is not a way of me to ngenjen... just to cakap2 with them and see the responses & feedback given... To be confident, we need to know how to mingle and socialize... kan? hehe... Students of future pun, our strangers in future... So, if i biasa talk and talk and talk... may be one day, i will be a friendly teacher in the school... if the feedback is good, it shows i'm 'so' eyecatchinggggggg like Sapri... haha... if it is bad, i know there must be something need to be changed...
TQ for being such a good friend, nanavega... Though we live in separate places, hope that it wont destroy our 6-year friendship... If u change ur number... ur mail... ur address... (tukar alamat la pulak, mcm la boleh.... what i meant here is 'if u move into another house'.. let me know k... takde makne nak berahsia2 mcm hanjeng2 jalanan... haha... Keep in touch... If u need me to listen to ur problems... i'll be there... if u want some advice... i'll try to give the best ones.. and hopefully, though we diam jauh2, we masih kawan, k kawan...
Kawan, if u get posted one day and you r alone... hope that u can make some friends like what u did in maktab n ukm... i hope dat u meet friends who have the same kepalak like yours... Trust cannot be given to people in days... but, u need to trust other people if u want to be trusted too... u know, like we jaringkan gol in netball games, believe in other members of the group...unity is essential if we want to win something... the same goes to the teachers community in school...they need to be united if they want to see improvement in students... nak... i tell u what... i love daydreaming... i sampey pernah bah berangan to build a school where all the teachers and staffs are our classmates... comel bah, but... i know, it wont happen...
such a good person will marry the greatest person... i hope that u open ur heart to be a father of ur own child, ur own blood... Amin...
My kawan sampai mati, Nanavegawatymempelam
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